what I knowat this moment in time I can't seem to find what it was I was searching for, my mind I am crushed beneath the words to speak all in all you make me feel like a small freak lost within everything I have for only you when will there be a moment I am ever true?what I know
seemingly locked inside this cold glass gage feeling frayed, sending me deep to a rage I do not understand why all I can see is red when ever we are together, only in your bed you supposed love is nothing but a mere lie I wonder what keeps me, why I no longer fly
you offer me nothing, except a cold inten
within me I find peaceas I sit feeling the warmth flash upon my face all of my thoughts for this moment beign to race a moment here and I moment there you see are all I need to hear the ocean, the breezy sea relaxing, soothing, in all it's easy simple notions the world around me with it's intoxicating potionswithin me I find peace
the sun touches it's simple kiss from upon all releases the pain and eases, each ray stands tall my fingers grasp the blades of golden country grass with me dancing, intertwined in the breeze so brass i here the world sigh, I feel it stop and say aloud "dearest ones you are okay" I see i
I hate all that you areI seemingly fell deeply in love with you to only be hurt now I am aware that you hold onto your mothers skirt a pure and simple waste of sex and twenty six years as I find a way to break you down through my tears I hope she hurts you, cheats on you, and tears you down for I will find joy in every single moment and day you frown some men were born to be great in this marvelous time you, dear ex, were born to be nothing but a toy, a mimeI hate all that you are
What you never seeI let you in, gave you my heart from the beginning, from the start trusting you was hard at first but inside was this insatiable thirst to know you as all you could be waiting and wanting only to seeWhat you never see
after nine months you crumbled your words only quietly mumbled the fire that once kept me warm now is simply a black ashy storm I am lost inside this painful cave now I am left the one to save
tears fall hot upon my cold face suddenly my heart begins to race the fear deep inside is growing as this love is no longer glowing my light is dim
Pain
Wow!
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